I was having a bad moment - an I'm-not-so-proud-of-me spell that I wish I could legitimately blame on the pancakes. But, you know, they're pancakes. How can those fluffy-ish, albeit slightly over brown, wonky-shaped yummy things be to blame?
Well, I know they can't, but there is an uncanny strangeness with me + making pancakes. I don't feel good at it, & somehow these seemingly "easy" breakfast {or, in this particular case, dinner} treats stress me like no other. Every time I offer to stir up a batch 'cause my husband loves them & I want to see that smile {you know, the pancake smile}, I pretty much instantly start an inward monologue that goes something like this... "Why?! Oh why did I just say that?!" {Also, overly dramatic music plays in the scene in my head & I kneel in despair in a puddle of Aunt Jemima's maple syrup - okay, maybe not that extreme, but I thought it makes for an interesting image. P.S.: It's pretty close, though.} I digress.
On this particular day, the pancake prep panic paired with some other bugging things was making me pretty rough around the edges. {I am being kind. I was
He could of reacted in a million ways... gotten mad, fallen victim to the contagious factor of bad attitudes, pretended he couldn't hear me & my mumbles & complaints... Instead, he draws on the eggs. He takes out a Sharpie & with a few little motions, he's made a smiley face & a heart, & he stashes them back into the fridge. It is to be noted that I was out of the kitchen when this happened - totally unaware of any goings-on. And he waits patiently for me to reenter & get finished with my pancake arch nemesis & onto the eggs, all the while, quiet & oh-so-patient in his chair. {Gosh, I love my man!}
I finish the pancakes with mumbles like the Israelites in the wilderness {I asked for forgiveness from my Maker for this}, & I move to get the eggs. I open the carton. I smile. It takes a moment, but I do. I just can't help it.
You know what else? That carton had a Bible verse printed on it! Crazy, right, how God speaks through Sharpies, & patient loving husbands, & egg cartons. It was eggs-actly what I needed & I am so thankful.
P.S.: I hope that last part gave you the pun smile, Dan. It kinda reminds me of the pancake smile, but this one has a little higher-reaching grin action going on.
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